i've decided to post a blog here at blogger at last,since i know that no one will ever care to read this.haha.

anyway,these days,i've been encounter problemssss, take note: with S's. well,these problems are too hard for me to handle.i dunno what else to do, i think God might have been punishing me. :( im really sorry, i know my shortcomings and i am honestly feel so sorry for whatever wrong things i've done. cannot be mentioned here e.haha.

i felt so alone lately. mark is always "busy" (grr!), yvette's is always busy, templo's busy, joyce's busy, evan, kenjie, rj and so is ronel, well i guess, everybody's busy and does have much time to worry me.too bad, they don't know i need them. at times, i miss pj,too. before, when we are still together, he had been always at my side. he was supporting all the time,he was always there for me.(i've been crying when i'm thinking of him.wah!) but that was just before.right now, no pj, no mark, no friends and no "one". XD